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October 30, 2004

Remember these Times

This blog has always been a glimpse into my life and world - and I want to continue blogging about my life openly.

There are things happening right now that I can't write about - not because they're secret squirrel stuff, but because it just wouldn't be appropriate to write about them publically - perhaps later when the chips have fallen where they may - but for now, I write this post as a placeholder to remind myself of how I felt the night the Red Sox won (and not just because of the Sox), the excitement and nervousness in my gut, and the intense focus within me for the months ahead.

Yes, this is cryptic, but one day I'll get to point back to this entry with more detail and you'll understand.

Chicago Tribune Endorses Bush

I know I'm a bit behind in this news, but the Chicago Tribune has endorsed the re-election of President George W. Bush. Some of the more interesting portions of their endorsement are:

Bush's sense of a president's duty to defend America is wider in scope than Kerry's, more ambitious in its tactics, more prone, frankly, to yield both casualties and lasting results. This is the stark difference on which American voters should choose a president.

There is much the current president could have done differently over the last four years. There are lessons he needs to have learned. And there are reasons--apart from the global perils likely to dominate the next presidency--to recommend either of these two good candidates.

But for his resoluteness on the defining challenge of our age--a resoluteness John Kerry has not been able to demonstrate--the Chicago Tribune urges the re-election of George W. Bush as president of the United States.

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Bush, his critics say, displays an arrogance that turns friends into foes. Spurned at the United Nations by "Old Europe"--France, Germany, Russia--he was too long in admitting he wanted their help in a war. He needs to acknowledge that his country's future interests are best served by fixing frayed friendships. And if re-elected, he needs to accomplish that goal.

But that is not the whole story. Consider:

Bush has nurtured newer alliances with many nations such as Poland, Romania and Ukraine (combined population, close to 110 million) that want more than to be America's friends: Having seized their liberty from tyrants, they are determined now to be on the right side of history.

Kerry is an internationalist, a man of conspicuous intellect. He is a keen student of world affairs and their impact at home.

But that is not the whole story. Consider:

On the most crucial issue of our time, Kerry has serially dodged for political advantage. Through much of the 2004 election cycle, he used his status as a war hero as an excuse not to have a coherent position on America's national security. Even now, when Kerry grasps a microphone, it can be difficult to fathom who is speaking--the war hero, or the anti-war hero.

Kerry displays great faith in diplomacy as the way to solve virtually all problems. Diplomatic solutions should always be the goal. Yet that principle would be more compelling if the world had a better record of confronting true crises, whether proffered by the nuclear-crazed ayatollahs of Iran, the dark eccentrics of North Korea, the genocidal murderers of villagers in Sudan--or the Butcher of Baghdad.

In each of these cases, Bush has pursued multilateral strategies. In Iraq, when the UN refused to enforce its 17th stern resolution--the more we learn about the UN's corrupt Oil-for-Food program, the more it's clear the fix was in--Bush acted. He thus reminded many of the world's governments why they dislike conservative and stubborn U.S. presidents (see Reagan, Ronald).

Bush has scored a great success in Afghanistan--not only by ousting the Taliban regime and nurturing a new democracy, but also by ignoring the chronic doubters who said a war there would be a quagmire. He and his administration provoked Libya to surrender its weapons program, turned Pakistan into an ally against terrorists (something Bill Clinton's diplomats couldn't do) and helped shut down A.Q. Khan, the world's most menacing rogue nuclear proliferator.

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Kerry, though, has lost his way. The now-professed anti-war candidate says he still would vote to authorize the war he didn't vote to finance. He used the presidential debates to telegraph a policy of withdrawal. His Iraq plan essentially is Bush's plan. All of which perplexes many.

Worse, it plainly perplexes Kerry. ("I do believe Saddam Hussein was a threat," he said Oct. 8, adding that Bush was preoccupied with Iraq, "where there wasn't a threat.") What's not debatable is that Kerry did nothing to oppose White House policy on Iraq until he trailed the dovish Howard Dean in the race for his party's nomination. Also haunting Kerry: his Senate vote against the Persian Gulf war--driven by faith that, yes, more diplomacy could end Saddam Hussein's rape of Kuwait.

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This country's paramount issue, though, remains the threat to its national security.

John Kerry has been a discerning critic of where Bush has erred. But Kerry's message--a more restrained assault on global threats, earnest comfort with the international community's noble inaction--suggests what many voters sense: After 20 years in the Senate, the moral certitude Kerry once displayed has evaporated. There is no landmark Kennedy-Kerry Education Act, no Kerry-Frist Health Bill. Today's Kerry is more about plans and process than solutions. He is better suited to analysis than to action. He has not delivered a compelling blueprint for change.

For three years, Bush has kept Americans, and their government, focused--effectively--on this nation's security. The experience, dating from Sept. 11, 2001, has readied him for the next four years, a period that could prove as pivotal in this nation's history as were the four years of World War II.

That demonstrated ability, and that crucible of experience, argue for the re-election of President George W. Bush. He has the steadfastness, and the strength, to execute the one mission no American generation has ever failed.

The Boston Globe, on the same Sunday two weeks ago, endorsed John Kerry. Truly, I expected nothing less - he is, after all, the hometown candidate. And, the Boston Globe, for all of its protests to the contrary, is a very liberal newspaper. So their endorsement of Senator Kerry was not a surprise to me.

I was shocked though that 90% of their endorsement was about domestic policy and hardly mentioned the real issues in this election: National Security, Terrorism, Foreign Policy. In my mind, and the minds of many, these are the three intertwining issues that will define the next four years for the United States. Then again, we are talking about the Boston Globe here...

In any event, I was quite pleased with the Trib's endorsement of President Bush's re-election - and their thoughts and ideas closely reflect my own.

Florida Vacation

Left early this morning (3:30am) and climbed aboard two US Airways flights from Boston through Charlotte and on to Jacksonville, Florida to visit my parents. Typing this blog entry from 35,000 feet somewhere over South Carolina.

I'm wearing my Red Sox World Champions T-Shirt and have two others in my bag for my parents. The sidekick got hers last night...

Watched the West Wing on the way down, recorded via EyeTV, it was a good episode, but I'm scared as to what has happened to Leo. He's one of my favorite characters. I know change is good, but this is a bit ridiculous.

Big party in Boston right now - it will be interesting to see how that turned out for everyone.

Respect

My first Presidential election that I was eligible to vote in was in 1992. I openly supported - and campaigned for - Bill Clinton and Al Gore.

I rapidly became disillusioned with the Clinton/Gore administration - first because of their broken campaign promises in some social areas - later because of their attacks on gun owners - and much later for the ethical issues that we've all hashed through far too many times.

By 1996, I was a Libertarian. By the time of the 2000 election, I was voting mostly a Republican ticket, but not always.

I personally disliked both Clinton and Gore by the mid 1990's. I didn't like many of their policies, their choices for officeholders (though I liked Janet Reno), and certainly not their ethics. And while I said some fairly nasty things about them - and still do - there are some things that I never did:

  • Called them Nazis
  • Wore shirts that said "Not my President"
  • Openly advocated their assassination (as the Guardian newspaper did recently in the United Kingdom)
  • Walked about stating that there would be "blood in the streets" and a "revolution" if they were re-elected in 1996

Yet, today, we hear the same things from the leftists - both in their approach to the current Bush/Cheney administration - and in their speeches/writings should Bush win a second term in office.

Why is this?

Have we lost such respect for the office of President of the United States that we have to resort to such hatred in order to get our point across?

I do not support the Kerry/Edwards ticket and have stated so repeatedly. In a few days, they may win this election. So be it. We ran the good race and lost. The world isn't going to end, and I can live with this.

If Kerry becomes President and visits my town, I would try to see him, just as if a Republican were in office. I'd stand when he entered the room, I would defer and show him respect, and refer to him as "Mr. President". See, he's earned that respect because he was elected by my fellow citizens. I may not like him personally, but I respect the office.

The left doesn't feel the same. And we'll see that demonstrated if Bush is re-elected.

October 28, 2004

We're Partying in Boston

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World Series: The Front Page

Here's a brief rundown of newspaper front pages this morning celebrating the 2004 World Series Champions:

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Redsox.com: CURSED TO FIRST

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ESPN: Curse it Goodbye!

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Boston Herald: SOX WIN

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October 27, 2004

AT LAST!

The headline at the Boston Globe says it all:

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THREE MORE OUTS

Coming into the top of the ninth inning, Red Sox up 3-0.

THREE MORE OUTS.

I am so nervous and hyper I can hardly breathe.

GO SOX

For our Fathers

This week's Time magazine has this quote from Sox Fan Tom Faria about the Red Sox's 3-0 lead in the World Series:

If we win, people will be crying. Not just because they're happy.

They'll be crying for their fathers. Just for that bond.

If you understand this quote - if watching the Sox wrap up a 3-0 lead in the series last night in St. Louis brought tears to your eyes - if you were high-fiving a fellow Sox fan last night.. or, like me, sharing the game with a few hundred Red Sox faithful in Chicago (of all places), then you truly understand the heart and soul of Red Sox Nation.

I have only lived in the Boston area for six years - there will come a time when I pack up and depart for another city. But this team has sucked me in and captured my imagination like never before. I've seen the trials and tribulations - the ups and downs - of the last six seasons. I screamed in anger at Aaron Fucking Boone's 11th inning home run last October - and I felt that deep pit of frustration when they Sox fell behind three games against the Yankees. But this team has come back again and again - and now they just need one more win.

There is no where I'd rather be tonight than watching this game with some fellow Sox fans - and I know when they wrap up this series - tonight, tomorrow, or this weekend, I'll cry - and so will every true Red Sox fan that I know.

I BELIEVE. I HAVE KEPT THE FAITH.

Just. One. More. Win.

JUST ONE MORE WIN

Just one more win to go. I watched the first three innings from ESPNZone in downtown Chicago and had to watch the rest via my cell phone as I spent time with some co-workers in Chicago. Headed home to Boston in the morning. The great thing is that I hope to be in the city for a long overdue victory celebration - the downside, of course, is that this is bringing on some serious work responsibilities.

That's what they pay me for though....

The Boston Globe as always, has the report:

Get ready, Boston. There's no other outcome now: Pedro Martinez, Manny Ramirez and the Red Sox will either win the World Series or add another historic collapse to their legend.

They'll either reverse The Curse that's plagued the team since 1918 or they'll fall apart, just as they did the last four times they got this close.

Martinez made his long-awaited Series debut a special one, bailed out when Ramirez and David Ortiz did as much damage with their arms as bats. Backed by the surprising show of defense, Boston cruised past St. Louis 4-1 Tuesday night for a 3-0 lead and left a crowd that loves its Cardinals booing the home team.

Until this October, it was considered almost impossible for any baseball team to recover from such a deficit in the postseason. No one had ever done it that is, until the Red Sox bounced back to stun New York in the AL championship series.

And now, after being only three outs away from getting swept last week, Boston is on the verge of sweeping the club that led the majors in wins this year and claiming the ultimate prize.

Pedro finally showed up in his first World Series with his "A" game:


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While no team has ever come back from a three game deficit in the World Series - I will not rest until the third out is had in the bottom of the ninth inning and the Red Sox bring home the World Series.

It's difficult to describe the depth of emotion tonight - even though we were in Chicago, there was a huge crowd at the ESPN zone cheering for the Red Sox.

As a respected leader in my company would say: "Life is Good" - and now we look towards game four!

October 25, 2004

TV on the Airplane

It's interesting how technology changes our routines and what we do day to day.

Last night, during the Red Sox game, I recorded NBC's American Dreams on my Mac G4 Desktop via EyeTV. It dumped the show into a 700mb mpeg file - which I then transferred over to my laptop.

Now I'm sitting in seat 24F of a United Flight to Chicago's O'Hare Airport watching American Dreams while we cruise along - I'm also blogging and doing some other work while the show goes on.

What a way to travel!

Spam Statistics

Here's some ridiculous statistics about spam coming into my two home email addresses - I've had them since 1994 - this represents email received since January 1st of this year. 168,365 spam messages - absolutely ridiculous.

Filtered Mail
9909 Good Messages
139734 Spam Messages (93%)
468 Spam Messages Per Day

SpamSieve Accuracy
307 False Positives
69 False Negatives (18%)
99.7% Correct

Corpus
16096 Good Messages
168365 Spam Messages (91%)
2396531 Total Words

Rules
93661 Blocklist Rules
2853 Whitelist Rules

Showing Statistics Since
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October 24, 2004

GAME TWO IS IN THE BAG

He did it again - undergoing surgery on his tendon in order to pitch this game - just as he had for game 7 of the ALCS in New York. And once again, he delivered - in the midst of pain, bleeding, and the risk of permanent injury to his ankle. Courage? You bet.

"I care so much about my teammates that I'll do anything that I have to do to contribute - to help this team"
- Curt Schilling

The Boston Globe reports it as follows:

It might have been the last Fenway Park game of the magical 2004 season. And if it was, there'll be a parade in Boston sometime before Election Day . . . perhaps the grandest celebration in 374 years of Hub history.

Curt Schilling, the gifted, gritty veteran who has given whole new meaning to red sock, hurled Boston's Laughing Gas House Gang to a 6-2 victory over the St. Louis Cardinals in the second game of the World Series last night. The Red Sox lead the best-of-seven, 2-0, and if they can win twice in the next three days at Busch Stadium, the Sox will have their first World Series championship since 1918.

In other words, put pink champagne on ice, but keep it corked. The Cardinals were 53-28 at home this year and Red Sox Nation would do well to remember 1986, when the Sox won the first two games of the World Series at Shea Stadium only to lose four of the last five to the New York Mets. The Sox have not been in a World Series since that fateful event.

The 37-year-old Schilling, who said he came to Boston to win a World Series, pitched six innings of four-hit, one-run (unearned) ball, working again while blood seeped into the white sanitary hose that covers his sutured right ankle. The surgical procedure, designed to stabilize a dislocated tendon in Schilling's ankle, worked for the second time in less than a week. It was a franchise-record, sixth consecutive postseason win for Boston.

Tx Schilling G2 All

The Red Sox won again, by the way, 6-2 at Fenway Park here in Boston. Tomorrow is an off day with three games up next in St. Louis.

I BELIEVE.

Cycling Diary: 10/23 - 10/24/04

Cycled yesterday and today at Massasoit State Park.

Yesterday: 10.38 miles

Today: 10.50 miles

Today there was a slight drizzle during the entire trip. I did get to see 9 folks on horseback riding on the main road. I tried to ride the long trial today about Lake Rico but a good portion of the trail was flooded out , so ended up going an alternative route.

The fog was really rolling in today - was like being in Scotland.

Speaking of Scotland, it's time for some scotch.. Mmmmm

Woodward: 21 Questions for Kerry

Today's Washington Post contains an article by Bob Woodward outlining his attempts to interview John Kerry about his stance on Iraq and how he would have approached the issue as President - had he been there instead of President Bush.

Some background from Woodward:

In August, I was talking with Kerry's scheduler about possible dates. On Sept. 1, Kerry began his intense criticism of Bush's decisions in the Iraq war, saying "I would've done almost everything differently." A few days later, I provided the Kerry campaign with a list of 22 possible questions based entirely on Bush's actions leading up to the war and how Kerry might have responded in the same situations. The senator and his campaign have since decided not to do the interview, though his advisers say Kerry would have strong and compelling answers.

Because the interview did not occur, it is not possible to do the side-by-side comparison of Bush's record and Kerry's answers that I had envisioned. But it seems to me that the questions themselves offer a useful framework for thinking about the role of a president who must decide whether to go to war.

Beyond the appearance of Senator Kerry ducking this interview - I found Woodward's questions to be difficult and hard-hitting. Here's a sample of the first few questions:

1. On Nov. 21, 2001, just 72 days after the 9/11 terrorist attacks, President Bush took Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld aside and said he wanted to look at the Iraq war plans. Bush directed Rumsfeld not to talk to anyone else, including the National Security Council members and the CIA director.

Questions: If a President Kerry wanted to look at war plans pertaining to a particular country or threat, how would he go about it? Who would be included? What would the general war-planning process be in a Kerry administration? Was it reasonable to look at Iraq at that time?

2. The CIA was asked in late 2001 to do a "lessons learned" study of past covert operations in Iraq and concluded that the CIA alone could not overthrow Saddam Hussein and that a military operation would be required. The CIA soon became an advocate for military action.

Questions: How can such advocacy be avoided? The CIA argued that a two-track policy -- negotiations at the U.N. and covert action -- made their sources inside Iraq believe the United States was not serious about overthrowing Saddam. Can that be avoided? How can diplomacy and covert action be balanced?

3. In January 2002 President Bush gave his famous "axis of evil" speech singling out Iraq, Iran and North Korea as threats.

Questions: Was this speech too undiplomatic? How would a President Kerry frame the issues and relations with Iran and North Korea? Do you consider these two countries part of an axis of evil now?

4. On Feb. 16, 2002, the president signed a secret intelligence order directing the CIA to begin covert action to support a military operation to overthrow Saddam, ultimately allocating some $200 million a year. Bush later acknowledged to me that even six months later, in August, the administration had not developed a diplomatic strategy to deal with Iraq.

Questions: How should military planning, CIA activities and diplomacy (and economic sanctions and the bully pulpit) fit together to form a policy?

Woodward is not only the consummate insider - he's clearly a tough interviewer. I'd love to read the Senator's answers to these questions.. but I guess he's too afraid to answer them.

GAME ONE IS IN THE BAG

11-9 Boston over St. Louis.

One game down, three more to go.

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The Boston Globe says it best:
Another late October night at Fenway Park, another high fly ball off the foul pole. Years later, the same result: home run, Red Sox win. Mark Bellhorn hit a drive off the foul screen attached to Pesky's Pole in right field, and Boston held on to take the highest-scoring opener in World Series history, beating the St. Louis Cardinals 11-9

October 23, 2004

Eyes on the Prize

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The World Series

I was twelve years old the last time that Boston played in the World Series. It was eighteen years ago you see.

I just saw Steven Tyler sing the National Anthem for the first game of the World Series in Fenway Park.

FENWAY PARK.

WOOOO!

Here we go!

October 22, 2004

Boston PD Accepts Responsibility for Death of Student

It's not often that you see a major police department in the United States make such a statement of responsibility so soon after an incident such as the one that killed College Student Victoria Snelgrove during the celebrations in Boston after the Red Sox won the ALCS two days ago. Details from the Boston Globe:

The Boston Police Department "accepts full responsibility" for the death of a 21-year-old college student killed by a police projectile fired to disperse crowds celebrating the Boston Red Sox victory over the New York Yankees.

Preliminary findings indicate that Victoria Snelgrove, a journalism student at Emerson College, was hit in the eye by a projectile that disperses pepper spray on impact, Boston Police Commissioner Kathleen O'Toole said Thursday.

Snelgrove died at 12:50 p.m. at Brigham and Women's Hospital, hours after the overnight melee.

"The Boston Police Department is devastated by this tragedy. This terrible event should never have happened," O'Toole told reporters. "The Boston Police Department accepts full responsibility for the death of Victoria Snelgrove."

I applaud the leadership of Boston PD for their handling of the aftermath of this incident....

October 21, 2004

Sweet Sweet Revenge

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Dooce: Today I pooped

Our friend - and yours - Dooce has a few thoughts on last night's victory over the Yankees:

Thank you, Red Sox. Today I pooped.

BELIEVE

Might I introduce you to the Boston Red Sox - the 2004 American League Champions.

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World Series - OUR WORLD SERIES - begins on Saturday.

After doing the impossible in the ALCS, why not us? Why not this team? Why not this year?

CURSE THIS!

October 20, 2004

Curt Schilling

In his own words:

"I tried to be as tough as I could, and I did it my way and you saw what happened. I prayed and prayed, not to win, but for the strength to be able to compete."

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And compete, he did...

Red Sox 4, Yankees Two

I've never seen three baseball games so hardly fought - inch by inch - as the last three days of baseball between the New York Yankees and the Boston Red Sox. The Boston Globe provides a great recap of tonight's record breaking action in New York
Gritting his teeth and grimacing throughout, Curt Schilling willed away the pain in his right ankle and the Boston Red Sox got the benefit of two reversed calls to move within one win of the most shocking comeback in baseball postseason history. For the second straight year, the New York Yankees and the Red Sox will go to a Game 7, a winner-take-all battle for the AL pennant between baseball's perennial pinstriped power and a Boston team desperately trying to win the World Series for the first time since 1918. Pitching on a dislocated ankle tendon that forced him out of the opener, Schilling smothered the Yankees by allowing one run over seven innings to lead the Red Sox over New York 4-2 Tuesday night and pull Boston into a 3-3 tie in an AL championship series that was three outs from a sweep just two days earlier.
Curt Schilling has stones, my friends.

For an athlete to pitch through that sort of pain - for seven innings - and hold the opponent to just two runs (in their own ballpark) is simply outstanding. And to do it for that team - to fight from three games down to force a seventh game is unbelievable.

I BELIEVE.

CURSE THIS!

From yesterday's Boston Herald:
They look like rebels. They act like renegades. And clearly, they have no intention of going quietly into the deep, dark night. Continuing to spit in the face of convention, the Red Sox rallied from a 4-2, eighth-inning deficit to defeat the New York Yankees, 5-4, in 14 innings.
The Red Sox, a few minutes ago, just did what no team in baseball history has ever done - come back from 3 games behind to force a seventh game.

Why not us? Why not now?

October 18, 2004

Cycling Diary: 10/17/04 at Massasoit State Park

Returned this Sunday to Massasoit State Park down the road in East Taunton with the sidekick for what we hoped would be two to three hours of solid riding around Middle Pond and perhaps on some of the calmer single track trails.

The day started off well enough - though it was around 50 degrees - as we headed down the main road - past Camper's Beach, and onto the Middle Pond bridle trail to cruise the 2.0 mile course around the pond.

As you can see from this shot, I was cruising along pretty well.

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And, as usual, the views from the Middle Pond Trail were quite impressive - particularly now that fall has struck New England with it's usual ferocity:

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But as we rounded the corner to climb up the west side of Middle Pond - while I was pushing up an incline, my chain snapped, and suddenly I wasn't going anywhere.

I whipped out my Alien II multitool and went to town - only to lose the chain pin entirely and being completely stumped on how to proceed.

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So, from 1.8 miles away, we hoofed it back to the car - as you can see below:

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After that, we loaded the bikes back on the car and headed up the road to Silver City Bicycles where it took them all of five minutes to fix the chain - and give me a quick lesson in bike repair.

They're great guys - go buy your bike there today!

Anyways, we had two hours of sunlight left, so we headed back to Massasoit again - and rode another eight miles - including that incline twice without losing a chain or any other bike parts!

During the recovery phase of our trip, we cruised around the Perry Bogs and took this photo of the holding pond for the cranberry bogs:

Reflections

And, as a last thought, here's the path we chose not to take while riding the Cranberry singletrack trail on the east side of the park:

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I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I—
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.
-- Robert Frost

October 11, 2004

Rest in Peace, Christopher Reeve

This morning, CNN reports the death of actor Christopher Reeve:

Christopher Reeve, the star of the "Superman" movies whose near-fatal riding accident nine years ago turned him into a worldwide advocate for spinal cord research, died Sunday of heart failure, his publicist said. He was 52.

Reeve fell into a coma Saturday after going into cardiac arrest while at his New York home, his publicist, Wesley Combs, told The Associated Press by phone from Washington, D.C., on Sunday night.

Reeve was being treated at Northern Westchester Hospital for a pressure wound that he developed, a common complication for people living with paralysis. In the past week, the wound had become severely infected, resulting in a serious systemic infection.

"On behalf of my entire family, I want to thank Northern Westchester Hospital for the excellent care they provided to my husband," Dana Reeve, Christopher's wife, said in a statement. "I also want to thank his personal staff of nurses and aides, as well as the millions of fans from around the world who have supported and loved my husband over the years."

Reeve broke his neck in May 1995 when he was thrown from his horse during an equestrian competition in Culpeper, Virginia.

Reeve is one of my personal heroes from the standpoint that he had a horrible tragedy befall him - and then he moved forward and began to work on the problem. A great man of courage, in my mind.

About six years ago I saw him speak in Cleveland along with some of my co-workers. I've met very few people with his level of certainty that he would indeed walk again. You could hear that clearly in his voice.

RIP, Christopher. You've earned your place in history.

October 10, 2004

Cycling at Franklin Park and the Arnold Arboretum

Biked today through Boston's Franklin Park and Harvard's Arnold Arboretum. 10.8 Miles roundtrip, very slow ride, top speed 27 miles per hour (down the Bussey Hill).

Near the Bonsai house a family played in the leaves:

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On top of the hill near the Perry loop, my sidekick and I met some cute new friends - these two are just a few of the five or so dogs that were up there wandering about with their newfound doggy friends:

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The view from the hill into Boston was stunning:

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Near the end of the ride at Arnold, this lilly pond beckoned for your thoughts:

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I've ridden over 35 miles in the last three days - and my legs can tell. But it's all good.

Bill Whittle on Deterrence

Last week I finally posted a longish post about the war that we're in. While it took me many weeks to put those thoughts onto virtual paper - Bill Whittle, in a fantastic essay in two parts, has written something far beyond what my poor skills as a scribe can fathom. Some excerpts:
And all of this rage and fury and spitting and tearing up of signs, all of these insults and spinmeisters and forgeries and all the rest, seem to come down to the fact that about half the country thinks you deter this sort of thing by being nice, while the other half thinks you deter this by being mean.

It’s really just that simple.

Now if sociology were a real science, we could set up experiments. We could, in fact, do what just about every one of us – Liberal or Conservative -- has, in our heart of hearts, secretly wanted to do: send that 50% of idiots on the other side packing – I mean, really packing, as in, out of the country, for good -- and let history show we were right after all.

We imagine an America made up exclusively of tough-minded Conservatives would be a far better, a safer and stronger place, than an America composed of nothing but compassion-filled Liberals.

They, of course, think precisely the opposite. And I have, over the past two years, determined that internet comment threads do not hold the answer to this predicament. Theirs, and ours, are usually just cheerleading sessions, full of sound and fury and signifying nothing but a soothing reduction in blood pressure brought about by the narcotic high of being agreed with.

We can’t, alas, deport all the left wingers and they cannot, damn it, silence all the right wingers. We are stuck with each other. Each sees the press as biased toward the other, and each gapes in awe and amazement that the other side could possibly feel the same way.

And although we can not run an experiment to look into the alternate futures to glean the best result, to determine the relative benefits of being nice or being mean – for those, ultimately, are the choices, believe it or not – we can at least look back to see which seems to have produced the best results in the laboratory of history.

It all comes down to carrots (liberals) or sticks (conservatives). By the way: if you’re in a rush and need to run, here’s the spoiler: You can offer a carrot. Not everybody likes carrots. Some people may hate your carrot. Your carrot may offend people who worship the rutabaga. But no one likes being poked in the eye with a stick. That’s universal.

I’m a stick man. I wish it were different. But part of growing up – in fact, the essential part of growing up – is realizing that wishing does not make it so.

Folks, it’s time to reach down deep and get in touch with our inner adult.

And another:
This line, this doctrine – either you’re with us or the terrorists – has drawn derision and scorn from the nuanced sophisticates from around the world. What they refuse to see is that in one brilliant stroke it cuts the camouflage away from terror, and in effect neutralizes the very lever that makes International Terror so effective a tool: deniability. More on this in a moment.

I sat amazed at the confidence and the vision President Bush outlined in that speech. I remember saying out loud, to no one in particular, “I was wrong about this man.” A few of the grips nodded in silence. None of us took our eyes off the TV screen.

You simply have to read what he's written. Part One and Part Two.

Vintage Poster: What did you do today for Freedom?

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Vintage Poster: In All The Way

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October 09, 2004

USS Shoup

I was unaware, until today, that the Navy had named a Destroyer for General David Shoup, the 22nd Commandant of the Marine Corps, and a man from my hometown.

General Shoup won the Congressional Medal of Honor at Tarawa during World War II, where his combat report read:

Casualties many; Percentage of dead not known; Combat efficiency; we are winning.
General Shoup died in 1983 and is buried at Arlington National Cemetary.

The USS Shoup (DDG 86) is based in Everett, Washington.

October 04, 2004

We're in a War, Folks

I started this post well over a month ago - right after the tragic events at Beslan where terrorists attacked children. Nearly two months later, I think I'm finally far enough down the path in my thought process to bring to conclusion the jumble of thoughts I had back at that time.

While I can handle dealing with those that do not share my worldview (after all, I do not have all of the right answers) - I have a hard time dealing with people who are either 9/11 apologists - and those that simply fail to understand that we're at war.

War.

We've been at war at least since September 11th - and likely longer than that. And I do not see it getting any easier for us.

Regardless of the excuses that the apologists might come up with, on September 11th we were viciously and brutally attacked. While some of our military was attacked (and killed) at the Pentagon, the bulk of the 9/11 attacks went after civilians - simple folks like me working on a morning in their offices in New York. This is notwithstanding earlier attacks on two of our embassies in Africa and the bombing of the USS Cole in Yemen - but 9/11 is when we woke up and took notice.

War.

9/11 is probably the first time that we truly realized what we were up against - and some of our fellow citizens - of this country and others, simply don't get it.

We're in a life or death struggle for the very core of our existence. And its not going to get any easier - in fact, it's likely going to get harder for us.

A few years ago at a ASIS chapter conference, I sat through a brutal presentation by an FBI Special Agent who had handled the evidence collection at the Pentagon after 9/11 - as well as the USS Cole Bombing. He spared little. I saw some scenes that I'll remember until my last days. He had other scenes from the embassy bombings - they were worse.

This is what we're up against folks - people that would kill us just to watch us die. And it doesn't matter if you're a soldier, sailor, or airman or not - they would kill me just as likely as they would a national guardsman in Iraq. And its time for all of us to wake up to that reality.

There are obviously some differing worldviews out there - and I respect that. It's in the great marketplace of ideas that we find out if our ideals can stand up to the intellectual onslaught of others.

There are clearly some differing views when it comes to terrorism. Some feel that we need to reach out to our enemy and try to "understand" their worldview. Fuck that. I know their worldview - it was crashing a plane into the World Trade Center. I'm not interested in understanding their worldview.

There are others that believe that this is all our fault. Our foreign policy, our support for Israel, our capitalistic ways, the presence of so much Christianity in our public life. I call these the "apologists" - and there's plenty of them out there - certainly there are alot here in Massachusetts, but that's another matter.

We didn't ask for this war. The men and women who died in Shanksville, DC, and New York didn't ask for this. The hundreds of police and firemen who died on 9/11 didn't ask for this. None of us did. But it's here now. And we have to deal with it.

Lex understands - last month during the aftermath of Beslan, he wrote:

I am not really a Russian. Neither am I an Israeli. When 9/11 happened, Le Monde declared that now, "we are all Americans." But it wasn't true then, and it isn't true now. It's facile, trite, and meaningless to attempt to throw the mantle of victimhood across our shoulders, sharing in the tragedy from a safe distance and thereby diminishing, diluting - say it! Cheating the victims of their misery by cheapening it with mere solipsistic rhetoric.

We are not Russians. We are not Israelis. We are not.

But they are of what we are of.

We are the civilized world, all of us. Russians, and Israelis and Spaniards and Kenyans. And we are locked in a death match with Nemesis.

Fight or die. Wake up to it. No more talk about Vietnam. That was then, this is now.

This is real.

James Lileks, as always, gets it. He wrote about Beslan in early September:
Cicadas, airplanes, wind in the trees. A peaceful weekend. At least here. There’s a bloody child on the front page of the newspaper. The Strib subhead calls them “Islamic guerrillas” and “fighters” and “militants,” because you know one man’s terrorist is another man’s disciple of God who practices his sharpshooting so he can nail children in the back at 50 paces. This teaser to an inside story made my jaw bruise my sternum:

“This week’s bloodbath in Russia shattered the notion that innocents are taboo terror victims.”

This is why I despair sometimes. Now we learn that innocents are no longer taboo terror victims. Which means that these people weren’t considered innocent.

That's what we're faced with out there as we approach this fight - changing paradigms.

I thought back when our two embassies were blown up in Africa that we'd really that innocents were in the crosshairs. Oh wait - they worked for the State Department, so they were complicit in our foreign policy errors. How silly of me.

I thought back when the USS Cole was blown up in Yemen.. oh wait, they were in the military, so they were complicit in our mass killings of civilians, cluster bombs, and all that.

I thought back when thousands were killed in New York, DC, and Shanksville, PA that we'd learn that innocents are no longer... oh wait, they were either in the military, or contributors to our evil capitalistic ways..

War.

It's real - it's here. It's time to come to grips with that.

This, ladies and gentlemen, is the face of our enemy, as outlined in The LA Times (via Yahoo):

Guerrillas armed with automatic rifles and explosive belts who are holding hundreds of hostages at the small provincial school in southern Russia allowed 26 women and children to leave. About a dozen mothers, like Dzandarova, were allowed to take only one child, forced to leave another behind.

"I didn't want to make this choice," a stunned-looking Dzandarova, 27, said in the reception room of her father-in-law's house a few miles from the school. "People say they are happy that my son and I are saved. But how can I be happy if my daughter's still inside there?"

Her daughter was killed, by the way, in the final battles at Beslan.

Chapomatic gets it - and outlines his own approach to coming to grips with the war - and dealing with apologists:

We’re at the very beginning of a fight to the death. It’s already been said that the only way for us to lose is for us to kill ourselves, by refusing to understand the nature of this war, its consequences, or even the fact that it exists.

I will be much less civil to the next ignorant F911 believer I see. Much less.

And so will I.

At times, I don't feel like debating the 9/11 issues with people on the "other side". Most of them simply can't see past the ignorance of their own ideas. But I know that I must. I have to be willing to carry the battle - it's my own contribution to the Global War on Terror, I guess.

To each according to his/her own strengths, we have to be willing to carry the battle. Right now it's just support - tomorrow it could be your hometown, your workplace, or an incident on your airplane as you travel to your vacation.

Lex again:

This is truly courage in the face or barbarism, from people who are much closer to the cancer than we ourselves. We must encourage them. We must match them in the strength of their convictions. We must not be dissuaded.

Let us hope that through the latest act of terror, that the patient has awoken. Let us hope that the tide has finally turned. Let us hope that it is not too late.

Let us keep hope alive.

And in the meantime, because we must, let us keep our powder dry.

Right on, brother!

And then there's the protestors. I saw some firsthand in Boston recently while headed off for dinner. Two middle aged women standing near the Boston Public Library holding up a sign reading "Israel is a Terrorist State".

I stopped so fast I about knocked myself over. I wanted to debate the two but I was headed to dinner and was already late.

This is what we're up against - people who believe that Israel, the only Middle Eastern democracy, is a terrorist state. I'd hate to ask how they view our own country.

I find most left-wing protestors to be hypocritical. So does Ralph Peters, in the New York Post (via Lex):

A final thought: Did any of those protesters who came to Manhattan to denounce our liberation of 50 million Muslims stay an extra day to protest the massacre in Russia? Of course not.

The protesters no more care for dead Russian children than they care for dead Kurds or for the hundreds of thousands of Arabs that Saddam Hussein executed. Or for the ongoing Arab-Muslim slaughter of blacks in Sudan. Nothing's a crime to those protesters unless the deed was committed by America.

The butchery in Russia was a crime against humanity. In every respect. Was any war ever more necessary or just than the War on Terror?

Lex also had further thoughts last month about the wide distortion field between the apologists and others:
But when folks on the left accuse us of being either stupid or malignantly evil, calling the RNC a "hate fest," while chortling happily at F9/11 distortions, and no voice of reason or rejection checks them, I have to wonder if they are worthy of our courtesy.

Maybe John Edwards is right. Maybe there really is "two Americas." The part that I'm in can tell the difference between Soldiers and terrorists.

Personally, John Edward's discussion about "Two Americas" drives me batty. I want one America. We live in one America. But that's a different post.

At the debate last week, I nearly blew my top from the couch when John Kerry talked about having a summit of Muslim countries and some of his other descriptions of the Global War on Terorism - some of it was the same apologist crap I've heard from others. I'm not interested in a dialogue - I'm interested in how we defend ourselves (and our allies) from terrorist attacks - and how we eradicate some of these terrorist groups out there.

Perhaps Vladimir Putin, President of Russia, said it best last month:

These are not "freedom fighters," Putin said. "Would you talk with Osama Bin Laden?" he asked. Putin said the Chechen separatists are trying to ignite ethnic tensions in the former Soviet Union and it could have severe repercussions. (Full story)

"Why don't you meet Osama bin Laden, invite him to Brussels or to the White House and engage in talks, ask him what he wants and give it to him so he leaves you in peace?" the Russian president was quoted as saying by Britain's Guardian newspaper on Tuesday.

"You find it possible to set some limitations in your dealings with these bastards, so why should we talk to people who are child-killers?" said Putin, who spoke to a group of foreign journalists and academics late on Monday.

Exactly.

I'm not interested in a dialogue.

We're at war, folks. The USS Cole, Kenya, Tanzania, The Pentagon, the World Trade Center, Iraq, Shanksville. It's likely just the beginning.

It's time to wake up to that fact.

I'll leave it to James Lileks to wrap this up - he says it far better than I:

I’ve no doubt that if Seattle or Boston or Manhattan goes up in a bright white flash there will be those who blame it all on Bush. We squandered the world’s good will. We threw away the opportunity to atone, and lashed out. Really? You want to see lashing out? Imagine Kabul and Mecca and Baghdad and Tehran on 9/14 crowned with mushroom clouds: that’s lashing out. Imagine the President in the National Cathedral castigating Islam instead of sitting next to an Imam who's giving a homily. Mosques burned, oil fields occupied, smart bombs slamming into Syrian palaces. We could have gone full Roman on anyone we wanted, but we didn’t. And we won’t.

Which is why this war will be long.

The world will not end. It will roll around in its orbit until Sol expires of famine or indigestion. In the end we’re all ash anyway - but even as ash, we matter. The picture at the top of this page is a sliver taken from a 9/11 camera feed. It’s the cloud that rolled through lower Manhatttan when the towers fell. Paper, steel, furniture, plastic, people. The man who took the picture inhaled the dust of the dead. Somewhere lodged in the lung of a New Yorker is an atom that once belonged to a man who went to work two years ago and never came back. His widow dreads today, because people will be coming and calling, and she’ll have to insist that she’s okay. It's hard but last year was harder. The kids will be sad and distant, but they take their cues from her, and they sense that it's hard - but that last year was harder. But what really kills her, really really kills her, is knowing that the youngest one doesn’t remember daddy at all anymore. And she's the one who has his eyes.

Two years in; the rest of our lives to go.

Debate Thoughts

I haven't really had time to write about the debates - and don't really at this point either. But here are some quick thoughts:

I do believe it was a pretty well behaved debate. Though I prefer the open forum of just throwing a topic on the table and letting two (or more) people go at it - it was good to see the two candidates get up there and speak politely towards each other while expressing their wildly different approaches to national security.

I am disappointed in the President's debating skills and stage presence. He did not do himself any favors up there. It's rather worrisome to see his speaking ability decline over recent months - and that's a shame. I truly believe that he has the better approach for Iraq and the Global War on Terrorism.

Anyways, I detract from my point. The President simply did not do well - at all. He did hit some good points - but he did not come across as confident. He also missed several opportunities to deliver some serious and hard-hitting blows on Kerry - and he failed to do it.

Kerry did well. While I strongly disagree with his approach on many issues - he spoke well, to the point, and attacked Bush where appropriate to do so had I been in his shoes.

There's always discussion about who "won" the debate - and to me, that doesn't really matter. The election is the ballgame here folks - the rest is just window dressing. To this day, I can't remember who won what debate between Gore and Bush - but Bush won the election, and that's that....

I am looking forward to the Vice Presidential debate Tuesday night - I am, of course, cheering for Cheney.

October 03, 2004

Cycling Diary: 10/3/04

Visited Myles Standish State Forest today for the ride.

17.6 Miles, Average Speed 8.5 mph, Top Speed 26.4 mp/h, just a shade over two hours.

We rode the trail from the West Entrance across the park to the East Entrance and back - then down to Charge Pond and back past the other pond. Camelbak served me well on the ride.

Some pictures:


Hanging out at the East Entrance:
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The starting gear:
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Headed down the trail:
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College Pond:
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Random Trail Shot:
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Beautiful day out there!

October 02, 2004

Biking Updates / Diary

Rode about 5-6 miles on average at Massasoit the last two days. Yesterday, on a downhill ride on the Adams tail, I lost my cyclometer. No idea where it went - obviously I didn't get it attached properly.

So today I bought a better one, the CatEye CC-HB100, which includes a heartbeat monitor. Much nicer and I love the heartbeat function. Will be adding that to my tracking moving forward.

Rode today for the first time with the new cyclometer - and carried the Cambelback M.U.L.E. with its 100oz water "tank". Carried some food and the camera. Worked out really well and will use it for longer rides in the future.

Unfortunately, today, while cycling through East Taunton around Miro Lake headed back to Massasoit - just after coming off a trail where I launched the bike off of a 2' ledge - I blew the rear tire. So I was introduced to the art of tire changing - after I walked 2 miles back to my car and bought the tubes. In the future, I will be cycling with a spare tube, the new Topeak Harpoon S2 pump and my Topeak Alien II multitool.

Lesson learned.

Tomorrow: the Myles Standish State Forest.

October 01, 2004

Rest in Peace, Butler Officer James L. Davis, Jr.

Butler University Police Officer James L. Davis, Jr. was laid to rest yesterday in Indianapolis, reports the Indianapolis Star:

Family, friends and the law enforcement community gathered Thursday to mourn the death of Butler University Police Officer James L. Davis Jr. by celebrating his life -- a life grounded in family, faith and a commitment to helping others.

The emotion-packed "homegoing" at Mount Carmel Baptist Church marked the second time in five weeks that Indianapolis said goodbye to a police officer killed in the line of duty.

Davis -- "JJ" to family and friends -- was fatally shot Sept. 24 in a confrontation on the Butler campus involving a man with a history of mental illness.

He was buried in the Heroes of Public Safety section at Crown Hill Cemetery next to the fresh grave of Indianapolis Police Department Officer Timothy "Jake" Laird, 31, who was killed in the line of duty Aug. 18.

Davis, 31, was remembered at the two-hour funeral service as a dedicated family man who believed in education, the goodness of others and the glory of God.

"Officer Davis, we are going to miss you," Mount Carmel Pastor Theron D. Williams I said during a 35-minute eulogy. "Your life, like a swelling river, has overflown its banks and rushed over us."

The evil that led to the two police shootings, Williams said, should not make officers question their chosen profession or retreat from their duties. Instead, he challenged the men and women in uniform to press on in honor of Davis.

"Can God count on you to serve and to protect?" he asked.

Minutes later, the city's public safety director, Robert Turner, answered the question.

"Reverend Williams -- I do want to say yes," said Turner. "Both you and God can continue to count on us to keep doing our job."



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